Sunday, January 31, 2010

the promise of an uncertain future.

i must apologize, dearest blog. i've been elsewhere, thinking otherwise. i've neglected you. however, the positive side of things is that last year's vibe shape-shifted into something more likely to be expressed as pluses over negatives. sorting through my brain & taking steps back & forth to analyze the overall situation, here we are. thirty-one days deep. preparing for one idea yet finding myself doing the exact opposite at times. which is good. change of pace for one they say never changes. people frustrate me. i've watched people confuse themselves with vultures. selfishly pray upon their prey. creating dramatic situations over things that honestly shouldn't even be. i wonder why everyone is so desperate at times. meanwhile, i'm ready & willing. whatever that means. buried deep with assumptions from others & false descriptions. i'm trying to shake this. i know i have direction. i know i've got this.

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