wherever.

this brain has a mind of its own. processing & over-processing everything from now & then. i wish i could remember all of my final words & the things that i promised would be okay. sorry, but i was too fixated on capturing your image in my head for the last time. reminds me of a record we used to singalong to. hi, everythings great. wish i could say the same as i grow more cynical by the sunset. the past couple of years, catalogs of adventures, often misunderstood claims of mistake. each attempt at crawling out, failed reminders of better days. then comes the point where my mind draws a blank. something i cannot explain. perhaps i'm realizing that i don't even know myself anymore. who am i? what are you gonna wish for? where do those memories hide? at least i can't ruin this year. happy birthday, wherever you are...