Monday, March 30, 2009

reoccuring.

what does it all mean? when the days are getting better & hectic, when bad luck is ever so present. then suddenly. BOOM! things shift, for the better, or so it seems. to grow old & bitter, semi-useless then to grow fond & electrical. it's hard to know where to go from here. things move so quickly they blur into older memories, endless cycles of downward spirals, yet i keep my chin up. to try so hard to get things right & yet at the same time, no matter how ideal resistance can be, i allow myself to be pulled in by the beauty with fingernails pressed into me. these blissful fragments, so jagged & cutting. we're humans, so we are bound to commit acts we acknowledge we shouldn't. no regrets can be spotted. our two roads, however hectic, the ground is trembling, my mind is always racing, every action riddled with caution. in the better moments of the recent past. how did i get so blessed & the question always asked about the sun, will she come back tomorrow?

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